“Nihal, I didn’t go away, I couldn’t, whether because I’ve grown old, I’ve grown mad, or I’ve become a different man, think what you like. I don’t know, but his new man, for a few days won’t let me go away. Please, don’t ask me to go either.
Now I understand, nothing is calling me to Istanbul, everything is alien to me there, as it is everything else.
I want you to know, that I have no one but you, and I miss you every minute, every second that goes by. But my pride, won’t let me tell you this.
I know how terrible and impossible it would be to part from you, just as I know that you don’t love me anymore. I know we can’t go back to the old days, and there is no need to.
Take me with you like a servant, or a slave. And let’s continue our life, even if we do it your way.
Forgive me.”
电影 Winter Sleep